i'm not one for summer goals or whatever you might call this but sitting hear in a weird kind of mood, i've made a revelation:
something amazing will happen this summer.
it doesn't even neccesarily have to happen to me. just, something amazing will happen. even if i spend the whole summer waiting for it, or if i have to decide at the end of the summer what the most amazing thing was on the grand scale.
it doesn't even neccesarily have to be good. not everything that's amazing is good. i mean, hell, load's of bad things have happened that could be considered amazing, right? when i look at it this way, i'm not so sure this revelation is a good thing, but still, i'm already convinced.
and hell, who am i to say something amazing will happen? it doesn't matter though. at the end of the summer, i'll make me decision as to whether i was right or wrong. i'm sure i'll be right in some way or another, and i also suppose that it's all relative to your views on amazing.
this has opened up a few doors for me and things to think about. ^_^; i'm a little weird like that, but no matter! "matthew no more! i am white ninja!" like, even if this whole thing turns out to be a flop, it will still have given me things to think about. perhaps i should write them down as i think of them and go through the list at the end of the summer though, see what i make of it then. hm, hm! the most particular thought...well, it's kind of silly, but maybe i'll discuss it in a couple months. =P
anyways, thanks for reading this or whatever, hahahahaha. | 
